Tag Archives: PTSD
My First Suicide Attempt
What went wrong was like seeing gravity stop working. I had read dozens of stories of carbon monoxide poisoning working in fairly short order. It didn’t happen. Far from it. I am baffled and perplexed and discouraged. I wish you … Continue reading
And the Wall Came Tumbling Down
I’m more and more convinced that PTSD and other traumatic events can break down the brain’s normal ability to protect a person from unconscious thoughts and dreams. For the last few weeks I have had a minor cough. A few … Continue reading
NightWare™ Review Part Three
NB: My psychiatrists (and all of the medical people I have dealt with) our obsessed with knowing how much sleep I am getting. How many hours? It doesn’t matter! Not if you go to sleep three or four times a … Continue reading
NightWare Review Part Two
NightWare™ review. A review of NightWare.™ Transcript delayed due to the death of a friend. NightWare Review – Part One (internal link) NightWare Review – Part Three (internal link) NightWare Review – Part Four (internal link) NightWare Review – Part Five … Continue reading
NightWare Review: My First Ten Days with NightWare
November 4, 2021 A NightWare™ review. I will try to produce a rough transcript of this video tonight. My nightmares started with a traumatic incident that happened in 1988. I did not see the event in person. Looking back at … Continue reading
I Know You Are Trying to Help – Part 2
Advice offered from friends can be as toxic to that relation as money between friends. ROUGH AND UNEDITED TRANSCRIPT OK, let’s call this part two of people trying to help. Maybe a side issue, because I mentioned talk therapy and … Continue reading
I Know You Are Trying to Help – Part 1
Help offered by friends for medical problems can become as toxic to that relation money between friends. ROUGH AND UNEDITED TRANSCRIPT Testing, one, two, three, four. Testing, one, two, three, four. Good evening from Pahrump, Nevada. It is 12. I … Continue reading
What Happened to Me: The Paranormal and PTSD
Welcome to my Nightmare!
Just woke up. Yay! In last night’s installment, I found myself in two different locations, the Los Angeles Valley and the Sacramento, California area. SoCal wasn’t so disturbing.In that nonsense, I was in the middle of a thirty year old … Continue reading
The Self-Righteous Self-Help Industry
“We are truly the sum of our own choices, nothing more.” That’s the distillation of every self-righteous self-help advocate who has never had a loved one suffer or die from mental illness. Or had a loved one killed when someone … Continue reading