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My First Suicide Attempt

What went wrong was like seeing gravity stop working. I had read dozens of stories of carbon monoxide poisoning working in fairly short order. It didn’t happen. Far from it. I am baffled and perplexed and discouraged. I wish you … Continue reading

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And the Wall Came Tumbling Down

I’m more and more convinced that PTSD and other traumatic events can break down the brain’s normal ability to protect a person from unconscious thoughts and dreams. For the last few weeks I have had a minor cough. A few … Continue reading

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NightWare Review Part Two

NightWare™ review. A review of NightWare.™ Transcript delayed due to the death of a friend. NightWare Review – Part One (internal link) NightWare Review – Part Three (internal link) NightWare Review – Part Four (internal link) NightWare Review – Part Five … Continue reading

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NightWare Review: My First Ten Days with NightWare

November 4, 2021 A NightWare™ review. I will try to produce a rough transcript of this video tonight. My nightmares started with a traumatic incident that happened in 1988. I did not see the event in person. Looking back at … Continue reading

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Stress or Anxiety Dreams

Woke up after only an hour and a half or so, typical for my chronic insomnia. Worse, I had another stress dream. People don’t understand them. They can understand, a little, about my violent nightmares because I am killing someone … Continue reading

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I Know You Are Trying to Help – Part 2

Advice offered from friends can be as toxic to that relation as money between friends. ROUGH AND UNEDITED TRANSCRIPT OK, let’s call this part two of people trying to help. Maybe a side issue, because I mentioned talk therapy and … Continue reading

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I Know You Are Trying to Help – Part 1

Help offered by friends for medical problems can become as toxic to that relation money between friends. ROUGH AND UNEDITED TRANSCRIPT Testing, one, two, three, four. Testing, one, two, three, four. Good evening from Pahrump, Nevada. It is 12. I … Continue reading

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What Happened to Me: The Paranormal and PTSD



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Welcome to my Nightmare!

Just woke up. Yay! In last night’s installment, I found myself in two different locations, the Los Angeles Valley and the Sacramento, California area. SoCal wasn’t so disturbing.In that nonsense, I was in the middle of a thirty year old … Continue reading

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Intermountain and Humana Will Rejoice

As of my last nightmare, just now, I am dropping any thoughts of getting my insurance to pay for my mental health treatments. There is no time to wait. I need rest. I need peace. I can’t be frightened in … Continue reading

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